The year was 1982, one of my first trips overseas. I got a sore neck, turning this way and that to take in the sights of the five-ring circus that is India. A brightly painted elephant walking unaccompanied down the street among the roaming cows. A snake charmer with his wily mongoose and basketful of cobras. Women in colorful silk saris, no two alike, exotic as tropical birds. A monkey dressed in an embroidered jacket and fez sitting on a dog and smoking a cigarette as his master tries to hawk photos. A Hindu temple covered with pornographic stone carvings, adjacent to a Muslim mosque devoid of images.

My wife and I had been budget-traveling around India for three weeks when we met up with the cousin of a friend from Chicago. He offered us the mother of all deals. “My father runs a travel agency,” he said. “For $150 you can travel from Delhi to Jaipur on an air-conditioned bus, complete with first-run movies, and stay two nights in a luxury hotel. All expenses are covered, including meals and entrance fees.” How could we say no?

We spent the night in a fleabag hotel located on a street that served as a drag-racing track for snarling motorcycles. After asking the hotel porter to wake us at 5 a.m., we lay on cots, drenched in sweat, and tried to sleep. Turns out, the porter didn’t understand much English, and he pounded on our door at midnight, 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5 o’clock, just to be safe.

Oh well, we thought, soon we’ll be napping in a luxury hotel. We hailed a three-wheeled taxi which took us to the rendezvous spot in downtown Delhi. Oddly enough, on the dark, empty street we saw no buses and no other tourists. At last a plump young British woman joined us, and the three of us were surprised to see a taxi pull up. “You the group for Jaipur?” asked the driver.

We asked about the air-conditioned bus and he replied, “No, no. Change of plans. I take you.” By now we’d grown used to changes of plans in India.

The driver’s wife occupied the front passenger seat, which meant that Janet and I and the buxom British woman had to squeeze into the back seat, with our legs wrapped around pieces of luggage that did not fit in the trunk. A few minutes later, the British woman began slowly unbuttoning her sweater. Out of it hopped a small white dog! “Oh, this is Pandu,” she said. “He’s very calm, a rare Tibetan breed. I’ve been training him to hide against my body so I can sneak him through British customs without putting him in quarantine.”

Our bouncy, five-and-a-half hour drive to Jaipur had begun.

Alarm bells went off when we arrived in Jaipur and parked at an ancient fort. The driver asked us for the fifty-cent admission fee. “Wait a minute. We were told all fees were paid, as well as meals and a hotel.”

The driver looked puzzled. “No, only ride. I bring you, I take you back.” My heart sank as it dawned on me that once again we had been ripped off by an unscrupulous vendor. For a tourist in a country like India, there is no recourse, no appeal to consumer rights.

Exhausted and discouraged, we found a cheap hotel where we stashed our luggage and hit the streets to see the sights of India’s famous “Pink City.” At least the architectural splendor of Jaipur lived up to its billing. Our spirits began to improve.

On our second night, we decided to use our depleted savings on a splurge. According to the calendar, the following day was Thanksgiving in America. We certainly couldn’t find a proper Thanksgiving dinner in a country that didn’t know the holiday, but at least we could celebrate. We would lunch in style at a Maharaja’s palace, now converted into a tourist hotel.

Not a typical Thanksgiving mealFor three weeks every meal had tasted the same: rice with curried chicken, curried seafood, or curried vegetables. Our meal at the palace began with a bowl of chopped fruit, something we had avoided after a bout of dysentery. Surely this hotel had washed their fruit properly. Although the fruit was indeed clean, it took only one bite to realize that it, like everything else, was coated with hot curry powder.

“Happy Thanksgiving,” I said to Janet as I gulped down some orange juice to quell the fire. I’ve never felt more homesick for a meal of turkey and dressing, sweet potato casserole, cranberry sauce, and mashed potatoes.

To add insult to injury, the taxi never showed up that afternoon for the return trip. We raced to the train station, spent our last rupees on a ticket, and arrived at the Delhi airport barely in time to make our overnight flight back to America—with renewed gratitude for home sweet home.

“India has changed,” I hear as I prepare for another visit in late 2008, this time on a book tour. “You won’t recognize it. It’s the New India, with high-tech companies, fancy shopping malls, and skyscrapers.”

Sure enough, I see obvious changes right away. Since my 1982 visit, India’s population has increased by a number greater than the total population of the U.S., which makes cities and streets far more crowded. Now Mercedes, Audis, and the occasional Jaguar rule the roads, with motorbikes and three-wheel taxis weaving through the snarl of traffic like herrings cutting through a school of tuna.

Nothing in India goes away, however; the layers simply accumulate. Exotic cars still must share the highways with bullock carts, horses, and perhaps an elephant or camel. The electric wires now crisscrossing the major cities serve as convenient skyways for ubiquitous monkeys. Modern buildings may tower in the cities, yet if you leave the urban areas, the old India surges back: women walk the road with brass pots and pans balanced on their heads; water buffalo pull hand-hewn plows to till the ground; bent-over old women sweep the pavement with handleless brooms of straw.

The book tour, focusing on What’s So Amazing About Grace? has gone well. We will leave here inspired by people who practice their faith in a way that is transforming society, especially among the Dalits (a caste formerly called “Untouchables”). We have one remaining event, our last, in downtown Mumbai. Tonight we are staying at the home of Dr. Stephen Alfred in a suburb some twenty miles from the city center. Our hosts apologize for putting us in a private home rather than a tourist hotel downtown; they want us to see the remarkable hospital and AIDS clinic built by this doctor.

The next morning I awake in the dark, dress in running clothes, and quietly undo the locks on the front door to head out for a morning jog. Strangely, as I return the Alfreds are standing at the door, waiting. “Are you all right?” Stephen asks in a concerned tone. “We were about to send a search party after you. Better get inside. It seems they’re targeting foreigners.”

And now I hear the news. Last night as were sitting around the table swapping stories, terrorists from Pakistan landed in downtown Mumbai and attacked ten different sites, including the main train station and several tourist hotels. Mumbai is under police lockdown as pitched battles still rage at the Taj Mahal Hotel.

We gather around a small television in the living room and watch the news. Tanks and armored cars surround the scene, along with several thousand onlookers. A few guests on upper floors are leaning out of windows waving towels. Eleven policemen have died, including the head of state security. The civilian death toll is rising by the hour. (The final tally will reach 174, with 380 wounded.)

Thanksgiving with friendsWe sit down for breakfast, and as we say grace I remember that later today, some thirteen time zones away, Americans will celebrate Thanksgiving. We have much to be thankful for, beginning with safety. We would have been staying at a downtown hotel near the planned venue were it not for this “detour” on the itinerary.

There is no question of holding the scheduled meeting tonight, for the auditorium now sits behind police lines. I feel bad for the local organizers, who have worked for months planning a program, printing tickets, designing banners, stocking books. As we talk throughout the day, another idea comes to mind. What if we hold an impromptu meeting in a local church, so that at least people who live in the suburbs on our side of Mumbai can attend?

I recall the night of September 11, 2001 in my home town when my church spontaneously filled with hundreds of people. No one announced or planned a meeting. Stunned, grieving, afraid, we went by instinct to church, to join with fellow believers in prayer. If our faith matters at all, it must matter at such a time of crisis, and inadvertently I have just found myself in the midst of a faith-testing crisis.

As we talk through the possibilities, the doorbell rings. Somehow the energetic young singer who has shared the platform in all five cities has made it to the doctor’s home. We now have music and a speaker. Stephen Alfred gets on the phone, calls a few friends and a local pastor, and by mid-afternoon the service has taken shape. By the time the service starts, around 250 people have gathered. We sing. We pray. We tell stories of our day. We weep for the dead and wounded. We pray some more. And now it’s my turn to speak.

Thanksgiving has never held so much meaning.





(Some material adapted from What Good Is God?)

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16 responses to “Thanksgiving Derailed”

  1. After reading (lending and recommending) so many of your other books, I couldn’t pre-order “Where the Light Fell” fast enough. I made myself read slowly and take breaks to absorb material instead of devouring it!
    Thank you for choosing in all your books to ponder, investigate, and analyze meaningful topics and then share thoughts of depth without pretense, formulaic answers, or simplistic interpretations. I have benefited from your candor, vulnerability, and efforts to understand and respect the complexities of people, issues, and Christianity.
    Your work has nurtured my faith immensely, and I thank you for developing your craft to a level of excellence and investigating aspects of Christianity with courage and thoughtfulness. I believe one test of truth is whether it remains constant under intense scrutiny, and it’s refreshing reading material which has been poked and prodded under a floodlight and not just swept over with a flashlight.
    May you find joy in knowing your work is earthly relevant and eternally significant for many people — including me.

    • Philip Yancey says:

      The comment came on my Thanksgiving blog, but you’ve given me an early Christmas present: an eloquent, generous reminder of why I do what I do. Bless you, Stephanie, in your own ministry.

  2. John Israel says:

    I am reading through your Memoir for the second time. Thanks for laying bare your life for us all, must have been a deep journey for you to write. I can see segments that obviously impacted all the books you have written. Your Mother was right…you are a missionary to the world of every believer. Thanks for writing it!

  3. Joann Kern says:

    We were in Beijing Thanksgiving 1988 and on the Sunday, worshipped at the International Club there. At the close of the service newcomers were asked to stand, give their name and home town, and say when they were leaving China, not to take out any contraband but rather to take mail / packages out to be mailed because the mail in China was so very unreliable. I stood and said, “My name is Joann Kern and we live in Greenwich, CT and will be leaving from Shanghai Dec. 2. Soon afterwards a woman came up to us, introduced herself and said she was the wife of the speaker that morning. She said she heard that we were from Greenwich, CT and by any chance, had we ever known Cathy and Dave Philips? We sure did! Dave was our pastor at the Presbyterian Church of Old Greenwich from 1980 until he and Cathy and family moved to Illinois! The woman said that she and her husband, who was with the World Bank, were in a Bible Study in Ethiopia with Dave and Cathy, when they were missionaries. She also said that the only time they were in Greenwich, CT Dave took them to a cottage in the woods for fellowship and prayer. We told her that the only time they were in Greenwich, CT, they were in our cottage! We all just stood in silence for a few moments, amazed at our God and His extraordinary gift to us of the Body of Christ.

    • Philip Yancey says:

      To add to the “God-incidence,” you now attend church with another speaker at the International Club in China!

  4. Julie says:

    On Thanksgiving day when my daughter received a positive COVID test we prayed for God’s mercy as she needed to return to her family in Canada from a visit to your State in Boulder. After much prayer another test showed the first test was a false positive. This turned out to be a time of prayer for our entire family which in the end was a time we all came to realize that God is our source of All Thanksgiving. As I prayed the day away & spent time with Grace Notes, Scandal of Forgiveness and Vanishing Grace & your other inspired words to see me through the darkness. Praise God for your faithfulness to His calling on your life which again gives me reassurance of His hand in your life & mine! God bless you!

  5. Brent Brindley says:

    Thank you Philip. I also much enjoyed your memoir. Happy Thanksgiving.

  6. Carla Vornheder says:

    Thank you for telling this story. It made me think of all the common things that I have to be thankful for. The thing I thank God most for is the lessons he has taught me about thanking Him for everything. It started as merely something I was learning to do as part of the verse I needed about being anxious for nothing. After I started carrying out God’s command though, it started to become a lifestyle. It’s hard to be depressed as you are thanking God for every blessing you see as you walk along the sidewalks. Long ago. I read a book by Tim LaHaye about How to Win Over Depression. He talked about exercising our will to choose what we are going to let occupy our minds. This in turn controls our moods, which then control our bodies. And I know from studying psychology for years that what we do with our bodies, in an interesting feedback loop, makes ou bodies produce Serotonin and the other neurotransmitters that allow us to continue feeling whatever we choose to feel. Philippians 4:8 comes to mind. If you fill your mind with Thanksgiving, it is such a wonderful gift. Sometimes my mind is contrary, wanting to whine about how poor people have told me I am. But I remember that if I got what I deserved, God’s word says that I deserve hell. Every good and perfect gift comes down to us from the Father of the Heavenly Lights, with whom there is no shifting shadow. If God is the source of everything in our lives, and if He is ever good, then He is always good. This verse insists that every single thing that we experience in this reality is, in His wise eyes, good. Maturing as a Christian is about learning to accept that, I think. So, as I said Thanksgiving is an every day gift of His training us to see life through His eyes.

  7. Your Thanksgiving story reminded me of a trip I took with my parents to Mexico City for a Thanksgiving weekend. At age 20 I was by myself for one evening. Some events happened that made me feel unsafe, vulnerable and thankful for the blessings we have in America.

  8. Teresa King says:

    I am grateful to have begun my Thanksgiving day with this beautiful reminder of all I have to be thankful for!

  9. KRUPANAND says:

    Dear Dr Philip Yancey,
    Thank you very much for sharing your experiences in India. I truly understand your experiences in 1982 and 2008. Surely the Lord’s hand is upon you and praise His name for safekeeping you in His loving grip.
    As a family we were inspired listening and seeing you in person when you spoke at Campus Crusade for Christ auditorium at Bangalore in 2008. Your books have brought encouragement and hope.
    Your recent talk via Zoom in partnership with CMC Vellore has blessed our hearts.
    God Bless and continue to use you to bring inner healing, hope and joy in Christ Jesus.
    Happy Thanksgiving

  10. Mary Ellen McConnell says:

    Thanks so much for sharing, Philip. Happy Thanksgiving to you and Janet. I loved reading your memoir!
    Mary Ellen McConnell

  11. Thank you, Philip. And have a truly Happy Thanksgiving. Your words just made mine perfect.

  12. Margaret Yearsley (Peggy) SB28 says:

    Oh, my! What a remarkable story! God bless you! M

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