About Philip
Growing up in a strict, fundamentalist church in the southern USA, a young Philip Yancey tended to view God as “a scowling Supercop, searching for anyone who might be having a good time—in order to squash them.” Yancey jokes today about being in recovery from a toxic church. “Of course, there were good qualities too. If a neighbor’s house burned down, the congregation would rally around and show charity—if, that is, the house belonged to a white person. I grew up confused by the contradictions. We heard about love and grace, but I didn’t experience much. And we were taught that God answers prayers, miraculously, but my father died of polio just after my first birthday, despite many prayers for his healing.”
For Yancey, reading offered a window to a different world. So, he devoured books that opened his mind, challenged his upbringing, and went against what he had been taught. A sense of betrayal engulfed him. “I felt I had been lied to. For instance, what I learned from a book like To Kill a Mockingbird or Black Like Me contradicted the racism I encountered in church. I went through a period of reacting against everything I was taught, and even discarding my faith. I began my journey back mainly by encountering a world very different than I had been taught, an expansive world of beauty and goodness. Along the way I realized that God had been misrepresented to me. Cautiously, warily, I returned, circling around the faith to see if it might be true.”

Ever since, Yancey has explored the most basic questions and deepest mysteries of the Christian faith, guiding millions of readers with him. Early on he crafted best-selling books such as Disappointment with God and Where is God When it Hurts? while also editing The Student Bible. He coauthored three books with the renowned surgeon Dr. Paul Brand. “No one has influenced me more,” he says. “We had quite a trade: I gave words to his faith, and in the process he gave faith to my words.” In time, he has explored central matters of the Christian faith, penning award-winning titles such as The Jesus I Never Knew, What’s So Amazing About Grace? and Prayer: Does It Make Any Difference? His books have garnered 13 Gold Medallion Awards from Christian publishers and booksellers. He currently has more than 17 million books in print, published in over 50 languages worldwide. In his memoir, Where the Light Fell, Yancey recalls his lifelong journey from strict fundamentalism to a life dedicated to a search for grace and meaning, thus providing a type of prequel to all his other books.
Yancey worked as a journalist in Chicago for some twenty years, editing the youth magazine Campus Life while also writing for a wide variety of magazines. In the process he interviewed diverse people enriched by their personal faith, such as President Jimmy Carter, Habitat for Humanity founder Millard Fuller, and Dame Cicely Saunders, founder of the modern hospice movement. In 1992 he and his wife Janet, a social worker and hospice chaplain, moved to the foothills of Colorado, and his writing took a more personal, introspective turn.
“I write books for myself,” he says. “I’m a pilgrim, recovering from a bad church upbringing, searching for a faith that makes its followers larger and not smaller. Writing became for me a way of deconstructing and reconstructing faith. I feel overwhelming gratitude that I can make a living exploring the issues that most interest me.
“I tend to go back to the Bible as a model, because I don’t know a more honest book. I can’t think of any argument against God that isn’t already included in the Bible. To those who struggle with my books, I reply, ‘Then maybe you shouldn’t be reading them.’ Yet some people do need the kinds of books I write. They’ve been burned by the church, or they’re upset about certain aspects of Christianity. I understand that feeling of disappointment, even betrayal. I feel called to speak to those living in the borderlands of faith.”
Philip I really want to express my thanks to you for the blessing your books have been to me over the years. You are easily my favourite Christian writer, and you never fail to inspire me through the topics you write on. “The Jesus I never knew” was the first of your books that really spoke to me, and this has been followed by many more, including, “What’s so amazing about Grace”, “Soul Survivor”, “Disappointment with God” and the one I’m currently really appreciating “Finding God in unexpected places”. I love reading your observations of how God is working in different parts of the world. It is truly heart warming and humbling.
Like you I have been really impacted by the work of Dr Paul Brand, who I first read about back in the 80s as a teenager. As a nurse, I too have a deep concern for the poor, ostracised and suffering in any society, and hope to touch people in my sphere of influence by practical demonstrations of the love and grace of Jesus.
Have you ever considered visiting New Zealand? We would love to have you come and speak here!
God bless you.
I’ve been to your great country three times, and wish it were more. I’m so glad you’re acquainted with Paul Brand. In August we’re releasing a newly updated presentation of his life and thought, Fearfully and Wonderfully: The Marvel of Bearing God’s Image.
Philip,
Years ago i read Fearfully and Wonderfully Made and still am impacted by it today. Since then I have read most all of your books. I have to say that they have all been helpful. My all-time favorite is What’s so Amazing about Grace, but recently I read Reaching for the Invisible God again, which caused me to remember that my faith is just that: faith.
People ask me who my favorite authors are and I always reply C. S. Lewis and Philip Yancey. I think the reason why is that you both are unafraid to ask questions you don’t have answers to.
I checked the Events link on your site and noticed a lot of open dates. Would you consider coming to Oklahoma City?
Vernon
I’m curtailing speaking for 2020 to finish a memoir I’ve been working on for 3 years. Maybe after that?
Hello dear Mr. Yancey
There are two main things I want your help in..
Your beautiful books had been recommended too many times by my friends to read..
I already have these:
+ “Pain: The Gift Nobody Wants”
+ “Reaching For The Invisible God”
+ “The Jesus I Never Knew”
+ “Where Is God When It Hurts?”
+ “The Question That Never Goes Away”
+ “What’s So Amazing About Grace?”
+ “Disappointment With God”
And I need your precious advice to tell me which book should I read first —I know they are all good books but I want to make the best benifet of them by some arrangement.
The second to go, that I have ‘at least’ three of my friends that stopped attending any churchs! —their reasons are either personal (because they were going to see some friends not for listening the word of God) or unclear (they just don’t go because they think the church is boring or not full-of-soul and one of them was telling me “Yancey said it’s fine with Christianity not to go to church” another said “I’m not afraid when I meet God tell him it wasn’t ok with those churchs”! )
SO.. I had read before an article for you about how important it is to attend the church ‘Even If It Is Toxic’. Then, I want you, first of all, to pray for them and for me. And to give me some points (better with verses) that helps me and them to understand the importance of churchs in our Christian Life.
Thank you so much in advance for your patience and sorry for making it so long but I feel it’s so important for me.
God bless you 🙏