About Philip
Growing up in a strict, fundamentalist church in the southern USA, a young Philip Yancey tended to view God as “a scowling Supercop, searching for anyone who might be having a good time—in order to squash them.” Yancey jokes today about being in recovery from a toxic church. “Of course, there were good qualities too. If a neighbor’s house burned down, the congregation would rally around and show charity—if, that is, the house belonged to a white person. I grew up confused by the contradictions. We heard about love and grace, but I didn’t experience much. And we were taught that God answers prayers, miraculously, but my father died of polio just after my first birthday, despite many prayers for his healing.”
For Yancey, reading offered a window to a different world. So, he devoured books that opened his mind, challenged his upbringing, and went against what he had been taught. A sense of betrayal engulfed him. “I felt I had been lied to. For instance, what I learned from a book like To Kill a Mockingbird or Black Like Me contradicted the racism I encountered in church. I went through a period of reacting against everything I was taught, and even discarding my faith. I began my journey back mainly by encountering a world very different than I had been taught, an expansive world of beauty and goodness. Along the way I realized that God had been misrepresented to me. Cautiously, warily, I returned, circling around the faith to see if it might be true.”

Ever since, Yancey has explored the most basic questions and deepest mysteries of the Christian faith, guiding millions of readers with him. Early on he crafted best-selling books such as Disappointment with God and Where is God When it Hurts? while also editing The Student Bible. He coauthored three books with the renowned surgeon Dr. Paul Brand. “No one has influenced me more,” he says. “We had quite a trade: I gave words to his faith, and in the process he gave faith to my words.” In time, he has explored central matters of the Christian faith, penning award-winning titles such as The Jesus I Never Knew, What’s So Amazing About Grace? and Prayer: Does It Make Any Difference? His books have garnered 13 Gold Medallion Awards from Christian publishers and booksellers. He currently has more than 17 million books in print, published in over 50 languages worldwide. In his memoir, Where the Light Fell, Yancey recalls his lifelong journey from strict fundamentalism to a life dedicated to a search for grace and meaning, thus providing a type of prequel to all his other books.
Yancey worked as a journalist in Chicago for some twenty years, editing the youth magazine Campus Life while also writing for a wide variety of magazines. In the process he interviewed diverse people enriched by their personal faith, such as President Jimmy Carter, Habitat for Humanity founder Millard Fuller, and Dame Cicely Saunders, founder of the modern hospice movement. In 1992 he and his wife Janet, a social worker and hospice chaplain, moved to the foothills of Colorado, and his writing took a more personal, introspective turn.
“I write books for myself,” he says. “I’m a pilgrim, recovering from a bad church upbringing, searching for a faith that makes its followers larger and not smaller. Writing became for me a way of deconstructing and reconstructing faith. I feel overwhelming gratitude that I can make a living exploring the issues that most interest me.
“I tend to go back to the Bible as a model, because I don’t know a more honest book. I can’t think of any argument against God that isn’t already included in the Bible. To those who struggle with my books, I reply, ‘Then maybe you shouldn’t be reading them.’ Yet some people do need the kinds of books I write. They’ve been burned by the church, or they’re upset about certain aspects of Christianity. I understand that feeling of disappointment, even betrayal. I feel called to speak to those living in the borderlands of faith.”
Mr. Yancey,
Thank you for the information about Richard – no doubt about it, I will keep praying for him. I wish that he might see that it is obvious God cares about him. Your book was written 32 years ago – and God had me read it and put a deep burden on my heart for him. It is God reaching to him again! No doubt in my mind.
Years ago I had the opportunity to reald The Jesus I never Knew (English version), I still have that book with me ; then I got in my hands “Gracia Divina Vs. Condena Humana” the title in spanish never attracted me, I start reading it because it was a Philip Yancey book and The Jesus I never Knew really touched me. I couldn’t finish the “Gracia Divina Vs. Condena Humana”… but this afternoon my dad found the english versión… “What’s so Amazing About Grace” and that tile immediately got my attention, I forgot I had it as a gift from a Pastor I meet in North Carolina, making a long story short I started reading tonight and what a much difference feeling. First the title in english means much more… it is like when you have found something great and want all your neighbors to know… I felt like the woman that lost that coin and then found it was the feeling I got with the english title that I couldn’t get with the spanish one… Spanish is my mother tongue… now that I am reading it in the original language, I can’t stop reading the book is making me realize that even though I was taught a lot about grace I wasn’t really living under that grace and showing others that grace… thanks for writing and reminding me about it… I like that part that you far rather convey grace thank explain grace… I pray I can convey grace too…
I’ve always wondered about that title in Spanish (my wife grew up in Colombia and Peru). You confirm my suspicions. Now you too can be a grace-dispenser!
–Felipe
After my 4 children went to heaven I devoured your books. Looking for answers. U didn’t give me answers. U gave me more questions. I liked that. Finally someone who didn’t know. Finally someone who was honest. Then on your list book I got it!!! God loves me, I won’t get the answer to the why and God loves me and God wants a relationship with me. That’s it. U taught me that. That’s all I needed to know. God wanted to know me. My children were safe. So thank u. Yes I’m still broken hearted. I live in Zimbabwe. My heart swells here with my people and God has a special calling for us. Oh how I love my God. Thank u for listening to Godnand writing those books. May God bless u. Janine Milliken.
This comment stuns me, and warms my heart, Janine. Haven’t I seen your name on my Facebook page a few times?
4 children! My, that’s unimaginable. I know that hurts deeply: grief is where love and pain converge. You’ve known a lot of both. –Philip