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Not Exactly Refreshed, But Renewed

by Philip Yancey

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As I write, we’re returning at last from a two-week tour of England and Scotland. Just getting home has been an ordeal! Somehow United Airlines bumped us from our original return flight from Edinburgh on May 23, changing it without asking to May 24. After much hassle we finally got it changed back, a good thing as it turned out since an ash cloud from the erupting volcano in Iceland closed down all Scottish airports the following day. Then our flight back to Denver through Chicago got canceled due to maintenance issues and we were routed instead through Dulles airport in Washington, D.C., albeit too late to catch a flight to Denver.

We spent the night at Dulles, and our scheduled flight to Denver the next day also got canceled due to maintenance issues. Sheesh! We spent most of the day dashing from gate to gate registering for standby seats and finally our persistence paid off. In the end we landed in Denver some 35 hours after leaving Great Britain, sufficient time to have circled the globe. Those who think international travel is glamorous, listen up.

In contrast, the tour of the U.K. went off without a hitch, well, almost. En route to the very first event we found ourselves waiting in a very long line of cars on a motorway. A truck, or lorry, had crossed the median and crashed into a car a mile or so ahead of us, and authorities closed all six lanes of the highway–for six hours!  After sitting without moving for three-and-a-half hours while emergency personnel dealt with the tragedy, we were allowed to make a U-turn and go back up the entrance ramp to find an alternate route.  We barely made it to the venue in time.  Later we learned the sobering news that two women had died in the accident, and that if we had left the hotel on time that morning instead of a few minutes late we may well have been  involved.

I was speaking on the book What Good Is God? accompanied by a Christian theatre company called SaltMine. The first half of the program, I sat onstage with an interviewer, and in between our chats three actors did a series of five- to seven-minute sketches, some of which they wrote themselves and some adapted from such works as The Hiding Place, The Screwtape Letters, and Shadowlands. After a tea break (this is Britain, after all) the actors did one more sketch and I spoke for about 40 minutes.

We’ve done three similar tours in the U.K., as well as a tour in South Africa and Australia and a scaled-down presentation in the Middle East, and we plan to return to Australia (and New Zealand too this time) in September of this year. It feels far less lonely to stand on a platform supported by such consummate professionals. With moments of hilarity and poignancy in their dramas, they grab an audience and deliver them into the palm of my hand. Could a speaker ask for more? Dave Pope, a singer of note in the U.K., organized each of the programs, and the logistics were quite complicated. Several stagehands and technicians drove a couple of vans full of props, electronic equipment, and books for sale, and a caravan of five vehicles traveled between cities each day to stage the productions. In all we covered 2000 miles to put on ten performances.

As you may know, the church in Britain is a sad shell of its former days. The most impressive building in every town is the stone church with its pointed steeple, but most of those churches are virtually empty on Sunday. Much like the church congregations, the audience attending our events tilted heavily toward the gray-haired. And yet I find in places like Australia and Britain, the church is far more likely to show unity, with little denominational competition at stake, and also to express faith creatively. Much of the best worship music comes from Britain, and the kind of theatre talent produced by SaltMine would be hard to match in the United States.

The highlight for me each evening was sitting at a table to sign books and in the process hearing stories of people I have somehow connected with through my books. A woman whose 23-year-old son committed suicide. A young girl who rolled up her sleeve to show her self-mutilation as a “cutter” before her conversion. An elderly man who said, “Pray for my daughter please—she’s a prostitute and drug addict.” An Iranian believer who had just received his residency permit in Scotland after an eight-year wait and who asked me to sign his Farsi-language version of What’s So Amazing About Grace? A chaplain who leads a study on that book in a Glasgow prison. A surgeon who trained with Dr. Paul Brand in India. I never tire of hearing that something I work on alone in my basement office reaches out, in this case across an ocean, and connects with another person in very different circumstances.

We had no time for tourist excursions on this trip. After getting to the hotel after midnight, we’d sleep, get up and exercise, then load the car for the next day’s drive, arriving in time to arrange the set, do sound checks, hold a reception, and face a new crowd. Yet simply driving through the British countryside in Spring is a feast for the eyes: lambs frolicking in the fields, bright yellow rapeseed blooming, English gardens fronting the road in towns and villages. And one night we traveled to Stratford-upon-Avon and saw a magnificent production of Merchant of Venice by the Royal Shakespeare Company. We return not exactly refreshed, but renewed and ready to tackle the next adventure.


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  1. Brenda Avatar
    Brenda

    I want to send you a note from my heart to thank you very much for writing the book “What’s So Amazing About Grace?”. Being raised Southern Baptist myself, I’ve always had tremendous guilt when I did something wrong and felt that I messed up my relationship with my Heavenly Father eternally. I still struggle with this feeling that my wrongs are being written done to be used against me at the Judgement, but your book reminds be about Romans 10:9,10 and helps me see that “God is love” .
    When I read your book the peace and knowledge for God’s love came pouring into my sore weary soul. The knowing that God is not out to get me but is out to help me come to Him, is a real good feeling.
    Keep on writing ….
    God Bless You,
    Brenda

  2. Wanda Martin Avatar

    Dear Philip: I have purchased and read all of your books, the most recent “What Good is God.” I have just recently re-read “What’s So Amazing About Grace.” At the present time my 87-year- old husband is in a Care facility with Alzheimer’s and my only 58-year old son has Stage IV brain cancer. I have had no support from my grandchildren as they are struggling with their father’s illness. Your books have been a support system for me, reminding me daily of God’s love, grace and presence. I have had a desire for years, to tell you how much your writings have meant to me. God has truly given you such insight into his word. I am a 81- year-old preacher’s kid, raised in a fundamentalist Pentecostal church which taught God’s judgment instead of his overwhelming love and grace. I can never truly express the gift your writings have given to me and I look forward to your next book. I would appreciate prayer that God will give me strength, wisdom, comfort and endurance for this present journey. Some days my grief overwhelms me, but as Paul says, “his grace is sufficient.” Thank you!! Wanda Martin

  3. Mary Gaber Avatar
    Mary Gaber

    Mr. Yancey – I am very excited that I have gotten in touch with your website through an assignment I might add. I had to go on the internet and find out things about you and include in on a summary of your book The Bible Jesus Read which I thoroughly was inspired and plan on reading it over. I have always thought highly of your writings but this book opened up a new spiritual realm for me. Thankyou soo much. I do plan on staying in touch with you through your blogs and someday I may even be able to meet you in person but until then keep scribing your inspirations from God. Who said their aren’t Prophets in our days. Keep the shout and may God bless you and your family. Sincerly, Mary Garber

  4. Andy in Wisconsin Avatar
    Andy in Wisconsin

    Mr. Yancey,
    Do you belong to an actual brick and mortar church? I am a new reader and have scanned your website but have been unable to locate anything that indicates you belong to a particular church assembly, denomination, etc. Thanks and I hope to hear from you.

    Isn’t traveling a joy now a days? 🙂

    We are loyal attenders of a Presbyterian church, but haven’t gotten around to joining, even after 15 years!
    Philip

  5. Luyanda Mahlanza Avatar

    Your books have helped me a lot. I came across most of them when I was at university, and found it refreshing to read “honest” accounts of the faith I so desperately wanted to make an integaral part of me. Thank you…. I have actually recommended some of the readings to friends and people I came across. “What’s so amazing about grace”…. what a book!I have read the book twice and enjoyed it so much. Above all, thank you for showing honesty in your writings and (and written approach to faith)… That new voice is necessary from time to time (as it seems to carry so much of the basics)…. Thank you Mr Yancey… I love the work.

    Luyanda
    South Africa

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21 thoughts on “Not Exactly Refreshed, But Renewed”

  1. I want to send you a note from my heart to thank you very much for writing the book “What’s So Amazing About Grace?”. Being raised Southern Baptist myself, I’ve always had tremendous guilt when I did something wrong and felt that I messed up my relationship with my Heavenly Father eternally. I still struggle with this feeling that my wrongs are being written done to be used against me at the Judgement, but your book reminds be about Romans 10:9,10 and helps me see that “God is love” .
    When I read your book the peace and knowledge for God’s love came pouring into my sore weary soul. The knowing that God is not out to get me but is out to help me come to Him, is a real good feeling.
    Keep on writing ….
    God Bless You,
    Brenda

  2. Dear Philip: I have purchased and read all of your books, the most recent “What Good is God.” I have just recently re-read “What’s So Amazing About Grace.” At the present time my 87-year- old husband is in a Care facility with Alzheimer’s and my only 58-year old son has Stage IV brain cancer. I have had no support from my grandchildren as they are struggling with their father’s illness. Your books have been a support system for me, reminding me daily of God’s love, grace and presence. I have had a desire for years, to tell you how much your writings have meant to me. God has truly given you such insight into his word. I am a 81- year-old preacher’s kid, raised in a fundamentalist Pentecostal church which taught God’s judgment instead of his overwhelming love and grace. I can never truly express the gift your writings have given to me and I look forward to your next book. I would appreciate prayer that God will give me strength, wisdom, comfort and endurance for this present journey. Some days my grief overwhelms me, but as Paul says, “his grace is sufficient.” Thank you!! Wanda Martin

  3. Mr. Yancey – I am very excited that I have gotten in touch with your website through an assignment I might add. I had to go on the internet and find out things about you and include in on a summary of your book The Bible Jesus Read which I thoroughly was inspired and plan on reading it over. I have always thought highly of your writings but this book opened up a new spiritual realm for me. Thankyou soo much. I do plan on staying in touch with you through your blogs and someday I may even be able to meet you in person but until then keep scribing your inspirations from God. Who said their aren’t Prophets in our days. Keep the shout and may God bless you and your family. Sincerly, Mary Garber

  4. Mr. Yancey,
    Do you belong to an actual brick and mortar church? I am a new reader and have scanned your website but have been unable to locate anything that indicates you belong to a particular church assembly, denomination, etc. Thanks and I hope to hear from you.

    Isn’t traveling a joy now a days? 🙂

    We are loyal attenders of a Presbyterian church, but haven’t gotten around to joining, even after 15 years!
    Philip

  5. Your books have helped me a lot. I came across most of them when I was at university, and found it refreshing to read “honest” accounts of the faith I so desperately wanted to make an integaral part of me. Thank you…. I have actually recommended some of the readings to friends and people I came across. “What’s so amazing about grace”…. what a book!I have read the book twice and enjoyed it so much. Above all, thank you for showing honesty in your writings and (and written approach to faith)… That new voice is necessary from time to time (as it seems to carry so much of the basics)…. Thank you Mr Yancey… I love the work.

    Luyanda
    South Africa

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