I just returned from a week at the Frederick Buechner Writer’s Workshop in Princeton, New Jersey. Buechner has always been a model for me, an author who expresses the essentials of faith in beautifully crafted prose, creating new forms as he writes. Spending a week with other presenters and prospective writers got me thinking about why I write.
Not long ago I received a letter from Indonesia written in fractured English:
“I been reading your book The Jesus I Never Knew. These truly a blessing. I read them three times. many times i couldn’t sleep at night thinking what you wrote. Your book help me see Jesus not only a person who lived and died on earth 2000 ago, but also a real person that risen 2000 ago that still reacheable until today.”
Whenever I get such a letter, I give thanks for the privilege of working with words and for the unlikely linkages they make possible. I know no more isolated occupation than writing. “We read to know that we’re not alone,” said one of the students tutored by C. S. Lewis in the movie Shadowlands. Yes, and we write in desperate hope that we’re not alone, hoping that the sometimes-tedious tasks of researching, composing, and polishing words will eventually become a virtual chain that links us to others.
Writing has afforded a way for me to work out my faith, word by word. As a journalist I sought out people I could learn from, people who ultimately pointed me toward the Jesus way (I wrote about some of them, including Frederick Buechner, in Soul Survivor). And to my astonishment God eventually began to use my own words to encourage others in their faith.
A woman in Lebanon told me how much my book Disappointment with God meant to her. She read it a few pages a night in the midst of the civil war there, descending thirteen flights of stairs in a darkened stairway to a bomb shelter underground and reading by the light of a kerosene lamp. Another woman in Beirut wrote that my book What’s So Amazing About Grace? helped her have a better attitude toward the P.L.O. guerrillas who had commandeered her apartment. I read such letters and think to myself, I really had in mind a chronic illness not a civil war, and neighbors who play loud music not guerrillas who move in uninvited. Again and again God has surprised me by using words written with mixed motives by my impure self to bear fruit in ways I never could have imagined.
I have an entire bookcase devoted to copies of my books published in foreign languages. I used to worry about how my words would relate to other cultures. As I travel internationally, though, I realize that we human beings are alike. We face the same basic issues: growing up, sex drives, temptation, romance, ambition, money, children, illness, death. We wonder how a God who created the universe can care about our petty problems, and why God’s intervention on earth seems so unpredictable and sporadic. We wonder about right and wrong, life and afterlife, pleasure and pain. Though they manifest themselves in different ways, at heart the same realities confront us all, no matter the culture we live in, and we writers simply try to tell the truth about those realities.
Words have a way of penetrating barriers. Think, say, of when a Jehovah’s Witness missionary knocks on your door: immediately defenses go up. But printed words are far less threatening. Someone in Indonesia can pick up a book about Jesus and decide to read it, confident that if she finds it unconvincing, she can simply put it down. Words literally saved my faith. When professors and pastors didn’t know answers to crucial questions, I could find them in authors such as C. S. Lewis and G. K. Chesterton—and, of course, Frederick Buechner.
God forbade “graven images,” which can overwhelm and dominate, like an idol. Instead, God approaches us in the most freedom-enhancing way imaginable: through words. John’s Gospel settled on the title the Word for the clearest revelation of God’s own self.
Modern society keeps drifting away from words, relying instead on images and graphics. There’s even an emoji Bible that translates verses into emoticons (http://www.bibleemoji.com/). I won’t make that shift. I’m sticking with words.
I have a lot of bookshelves, and anyone who looks at them can soon tell that my two favorite Christian writers are Philip Yancey and Fred Buechner! (Anne Lamott and Barbara Brown Taylor right behind you!) I also have taught an adult Sunday School class for many years, and I think the topic that left the most lasting impression was our reading (and the video) of What’s So Amazing About Grace?
We’ve done several studies based on your books over the years. Thank you for your wisdom and grace!
Richard, my daughter’s godfather, works with images. He’s a photographer and director of photography in motion pictures. He’s always been good with colors and light (a director of photography works with light and in theatre works with the lighting.) That’s why so many people in film have such an attitude problem about the DP. They think it’s nothing to do the job but none of them does it. I used to think being a secretary must be easy compared to being an ECG Technician but when I actually tried to do the work it was a nightmare. From that point forward I never thought the work of someone else was easy just bc it looked like it from a distance.
A respected publisher has asked me to write my life story for a possible book. From the delivery room where I was rejected to this day where my 7/24 caregiving responsibilities demand all I can give and more (supplied by the heavenly delivery wagon), life has not been good. Writing about it, digging up the memories, uncovering the lies I used for protection all create open wounds where scars had covered the initial injuries. Yesterday I had determined the effort was not worth the pain. This morning your words encourage me to not give up…
I am blessed by your note. I’m in the process of writing a memoir too, and find that even digging up painful memories can be therapeutic, a way of stitching together the past into some sort of meaningful pattern. I hope you find that true as well.
–Philip
I pray you and others like you continue to write. I’m reading Vanishing Grace now and it is answering a lot of my questions.
I have one request that I hope you and other Christians writers consider. I ‘m reading this book on a Kindle and I am using it as my morning quiet time study. Therefore I would like to look up verses and read the verse in content. But the book only shows part of the verse without reference. I wish they were include the verse reference. Perhaps the hard copy book does. Thank you again.